I’ve wanted to write this for a very long time. This stuff has basically been eating me up inside.
I don’t know where to start. I don’t know what to say. I just wanted to say something.
Lately I’ve felt like I’ve been losing friends. I feel like I’m gaining some too. And who knows, maybe they’ll be better friends. But I’m still bummed for losing some of the greatest ones I ever had.
I feel like it’s my fault. I was too reluctant to open up to people. I was always afraid that I couldn’t trust anybody. If I had told any one person everything about me then they would tell another person and so on. I was scared that my business would be all over the place.
No one was so interested in my life that they would want to spread rumors about me. I shouldn’t have been so cautious about my business, it would have still been my business only shared with my best friends.
We never talk anymore. Ever.
Sure, I’ve made new friends that I can and do tell everything to. But it’s just not the same.
I wish we still talked. We used to be so close, and now we don’t even say hello when we pass in the hall.
I miss you guys.